Best song to describe my feeling now

She's always on my mind,
From the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
She's everywhere i go
She's all i know

Though she's so far away
It's just keeps getting stronger
Every day
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine

So tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

Why i live in despair
'cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so...

Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

Heaven knows

2^nd day into our break , sometimes we just tend to be ignorant. At times when we heard that someone breakup and how bad it was, you never really know it until you experience it for yourself. To let go and forget about a relationship, it is easy to be said than done.

And New Year is approaching, I could not help myself to think of how we of our good old time and all I left to do is to imagine you beside me ushering the New Year with me.

Well... I am just human, human with feelings. No matter how I want to be strong, there is a part in me which is still weak. Her face, her smell, her expression, her likings and dislikes, her voice, all this just something that at the moment conquering my mind.

BB,. This week has been my my most lonely and horrible week without you. Going back to an empty bed , brings back our sweet memories and I cant stop thinking about the good times we had. I just cant help myself but to think of you when I wake up ..you're the first thing on my mind. And before I close my eyes, you are the last thing on my mind.

But I respect your decision not to stay together until the day we get married and staying over at Tam’s place that’s why I never complaint at all.

BB, reached home to an empty bed and looking into your picture really brings back the sweet memories you brought to me over the time. It makes me realize how much you really mean to me and how much I really miss you now. I miss your smell. Hopefully that time would heal our relationship .

Still awaiting for your return.

Singlehood

Hey guys, I just do not know how to break the news to you guys. Me & BB Milk just decided to give ourselves a break based on mutual understanding.

Sad, hopefully that its not for good, as she needed sometime to breathe and concentrate on her things.

BB, I know that I am selfish at times , wanting you to do things my way without considering your feelings . You are independent, while i wanted to control you. Maybe I've been too concern about you till you felt pressured and felt being controlled.

I know my temper is bad. But I did promised to you that I would try to change and control my temper. This need time and I asked you for a month, but the time is not up yet , yet you asked for a break.

I know I always wanted you to be beside me all the times, and this has left you little time for you to spend with your chi mui's. This has makes you uneasy. I can feel that. Seing your smiling happy face when you were with them really makes me thinking that there is one thing I cant provide you with...that is happiness. Now I realize that you needed more than my unconditional love and attention...that is space and freedom. But it came too late.

Hopefully with this break, we can both really think and know what we really wanted and what I can do to change and save this relationship. BB, I really cherish the few month we were together and I really hope that it would last forever. Remember our IKEA promise ???????

I really regretted for my actions when I started feeling changes in our relationship. I've tried letting things down and giving you freedom,but this need time...and time is what I really need, yet this thing happen.

You know I really want to keep this relationship going and BB please give me another chance to prove and change myself.

My mind telling me to be strong but I am just a very weak soul. How I wish I just can have this final relationship without having to start a new one again.

Another person I would like to say sorry is to BB grandma ,Sweetie. I am sorry for not being able to take care of Milk , my apology in any event I have mistreated her and I am glad the time we were together you had been half a grandma to me. Sweetie, also sorry to trouble you with my troubles , as you know her best, and I cant really think of any better one to pour my feelings and problems to. Thanks for all your advice, but I am sorry that I never took it and let my emotions took better of my mind . And finally to all my family and friends who looked up on me to get married with the girl I love, sorry for letting you guys down. Hopefully the day would come.

You know I really want to keep this relationship going and BB please give me another chance to prove and change myself. The door is always open awaiting your return. I promise I would change , if given a chance.

Luv u always BB.

Merry Christmas !!! HoHOHOHOHO

To all of you out there Merry Christmas and Happy New Year . May 2008 be a good year for you and me with never ending success for all, record profits for businessmen , marry faster for all da love birds out there , for singles faster faster paktor , for horny's.......poke more !!!!

Check this cute Christmas Greetings from me.....

Also this one......

Chu Kang ( PCK ) explaining sex to Chu Beng's son, Aloysius

Received this in my email this morning, to thought to share it with you guys....



Chu Kang ( PCK ) explaining sex to Chu Beng's son, Aloysius

Aloy : Why is making love so enjoyable ?
PCK : Aiyah, ah boy, enjolable becaws, same like when you dig your nose with your finger mah !

Aloy : Do you think women enjoy sex more than men ?
PCK : Of course woman lah ! When you dig dig your nose, your nose feel better than your finger, right ?


Aloy : Why do women hate it when they get raped ?
PCK : Ai-yah ! Say, you walk along the load, den someone come over
and dig your nose, you like or not ? Ehhh ? Don't pray pray ah !

Aloy : Why is it a woman cannot have sex when she is having her menses?
PCK : Oy !! If your nose bleeding, you still go and dig meh?? Siow ah ! Use your blain, use your blainnn .........


Aloy : Why is it most men don't like wearing condoms when they are making love ?
PCK : Ehhhh, when you dig your nose ah, you like to dig with a glove on your finger or not ? Not the same shiok feeling mah. Corlight or not?



Aloy : Why is making love carried out in private ?
PCK : Ah boyyyyy, use your blain, use your blainnnnn ........................... you go and dig your nose in flont of your whole class izit ?? Stupid lah!!

Aloy : Wah ...... Uncle Chu Kang, you are very good.

PCK : Aiyah ...... ,' Best in Singapore, JB, some say Batam, and now, the whole world!' also ah!!!

What would you do with RM191,000,000 ??

I believe many readers read about this in todays Star newspaper ( PgW55) which makes me think why would someone spend such a fortune on this............

A limestone lioness sculpture small enough to fit into one hand has fetched a record-setting USD 57 million ( thats a cool RM 191 million ) at a Sotheby's auction in New York. An anonymous Englishman bidder purchased the Guennol Lioness for $57.16 million US (including auction house premium) much more than the earlier anticipated USd18 million .

Standing just a touch over 8 cm high, the artifact hails from ancient Mesopotamia and is believed to be at least 5,000 years old.

So what would you do with RM 191 million ???? Would you spend RM191 million on a 8cm sculpture which wouldnt be noticed if you even put it on display at your living room. Though it makes a great paperweight. I would rather spend the money on this....................

A Ferrari 575 Maranello would looks great in my garage.

A Porsche 911 GT3 would also be great as a weekend car....

Also a white Fairlady 350Z for my BB ( her favourite mar)

A fleet of luxury limo's for my family members...

Also a yacht to visit my own island...


Since I've got land transport, also sea..y not a private jet also ???

Also a beach front villa .......... in my private island of course

After all I guess I would still have RM100 million left .

So what would you do with your RM191 million ??????

BB Milk's birthday dinner at Market Place

On my BB Milk's big day, I promised her an unforgetable birthday dinner for her as it was her first birthday that we celebrated together. A quick call was made to Andrew, the owner of Market place to set things up for my BB's birthday, followed up by delivering the cakes and flowers and her birthday present a few hours to ensure a surprise for her.

This new place is really started to build up its repo as a fine dining restaurant with a twist of Mediterranean influenced cooking with a slight touch of French in it.

Romantic view of KLCC at the outdoor terrace.

Pan fried mushroom. Highly recommended.

Air dried tuna with Manchego cheese on toast.

Taster Platter for 2 ( RM55). A combination of pan seared scallop with chilli oil, Teriyaki salmon , Avocado with caviar , rack of lamb, chick peas salad and my favourite of all..beef tenderloin with spinach and apple puree. Highly recommended.

Pan fried pepper crusted chicken breast.



After dinner you can also unwind at the lounge upstairs.

Address : 4A, Lorong Yap Kwan Seng, Kuala Lumpur
Tel : 03- 21660750 for reservation.
BYO without corkage on Tuesday and Thursday.

Fatty House Mee Huen Kueh, Taman Berkerly, Klang

This is a popular noodle haunt with never ending stream of Mee Huen Kueh fans waiting patiently for their steaming hot Mee Huen Kueh . Be prepared to wait for half an hour or more if you are here during peak hour.


The noodles here are different from other Mee Huen Kueh stalls, as they are hand madeand hand teared and you can really taste and enjoy the smooth and chewy texture of the noodles cooked in a sweet ikan bilis stock with vegetables, meat slices, pork liver and egg,sprinkled with crunchy ikan bilis , gives it the extra bite. The soup is sweet and tasty, thanks to the large amount of ikan bilis used in preparing the stock, with no hints of msg. Just like the way I like, home cooked recipe without the fuss of other condiments like ground pork, mushroom etc.

The place is packed and the Mee Huen Kueh fans, doesnt seems to mind waiting 30-45 minutes for their favourite fix. So as a word of advice, be there early or late to avoid the 12.30-1.30 lunch crowd. Otherwise you can also buy uncooked noodles dough and stock to cook at home.


Another speciality is their signature barley and cincau drink. Which is really an unusual combination but once you tried it, youll ask for more !!

Serving starts at RM2.80 for a small serving to RM3.20 for an extra large serving and RM0.40 for egg.

19, Lebuh Bangau, Taman Berkerly,Klang.

Directions : From Federal Highway towards Klang direction , look out to Taman Berkerly sign board. At round about turn 3 o clock. Go straight pass a church on your left and you would see some shop houses on the right. Turn in and the shop is on your left after the cross junction.

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